the clock in says it's already 12:02 am. but i'm still wide-awake. i'm not yet sleepy. i just got a nice bath and taking a bath before sleep is cool -as in it'll make you feel cold.-------
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Sunday had been a boring day. There's nothing much to do. I woke up at 10:30 in the morning. Slept late the other day -3:00 am. I did my Math homework. And I kept thinking whether I have other homeworks, but I can't really recall if I'm missing something. I changed my bag -from my old one to new one. I noticed that my Economics notebook is missing. I searched for it in my room but found nothing. Then, I remembered that someone had borrowed it from me. But what really frustrates me is the fact that I can't fucking remember who among my friends borrowed it! I thought of texting them, but I turned the idea down -they're all using the same networks which is different from what I'm using! So, I just settled with the idea of asking them later today when I got to school.
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Okay. Look's like Father's Day is still not yet over. I'm still seeing father's day messages on t.v. Damn. How I wish that I had the same great father like all of you has. *shrugs* I'm being such melodramatic nowadays. I really should avoid it.
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School day again. I'm going to see my friends again and also my crushes as well as my terror teacher. We really think that our teacher in ECO 01 is a terror one. He got freaking class rules. I really think it's so high school. okay, maybe it's just me who thinks it's so high school. oh well *shrugs*
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I got my nails painted again -black as usual. I'm done with my left hand -since I'm a righty, I didn't had a hard time painting my left nails. The right nails are a big problems. I can't freaking paint my right as polished as I did with my left. So probably, I'll end up cleaning my nails again. Or, if I'm being stubborn again, I'll paint my right nails too (even if it looks like awful -though I will try my very hard so that it'll look good.)
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♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫
so, I'll end this entry with a song, especially dedicated to my goddamn father. (one day, maybe I'll forgive you,...or maybe not)
DEAR FATHER by SUM 41
Address this letter to Dear Father
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone
Be left alone
Be left alone
I learned the things you never showed me
Took the chances you'd have blown
And to this day the one and only
You remain a complete unknown
Complete unknown
Complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])
So many years have been ignored
You've been gone without a trace
I'm getting used to knowing you're
Just a name without a face
Without a face
Without a face
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])
Address this letter to Dear Father
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone
Be left alone
Be left alone
I learned the things you never showed me
Took the chances you'd have blown
And to this day the one and only
You remain a complete unknown
Complete unknown
Complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])
So many years have been ignored
You've been gone without a trace
I'm getting used to knowing you're
Just a name without a face
Without a face
Without a face
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])
Address this letter to Dear Father
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care
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