i choose to be loyal to myself

it's been a hell of a week for me. i had bad lucks during the first days. and i had no idea if that will continue for the rest of the week.
sunday, when i was cooking, i had cooking oil splattered on my face, leaving burn scars. scars that i had to wear at school for almost three days. so i was totally relieved when it peels off itself.
tuesday, i guess, was the day that i lost my ring that my grandma gave to me when i graduated in kindergarten. i was totally pissed and frustrated with myself for misplacing the ring. lucky me, my aunt found it in a place that i really had no idea how the hell my ring ended up to be there. so i was totally thankful that i have it again. sure i'm very relieved because i don't want grandma visiting me asking me why i misplaced her ring. that would be totally creepy and scary!

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okay. so i am in a "hunger strike mode" and doing "a walk for a cause" at the same time. lol.
yeah. i need money. actually lots of it. lol...nah. i just want to buy some books for school and new books to read. so i need to save.
my feet is not hurting anymore after a great distance walk in a high heeled shoes.!

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my little brother is sick today. he has fever. so he was not this usual bubbly and annoying kid that greeted me whenever i got home from school.
i hope he'll get well really soon.

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so, i just finished reading Vampire Kisses: Royal Blood. and i really enjoyed staying up late at night reading it in my cellphone. what i really love in this book is the simplicity of the plot. though it doesn't have that excitement and thrill of Raven's adventures to the world of his Gothic Guy, Alexander, as the first five books, i really had a great time reading it. i also learned something beautiful in this story. my fave part is when Raven delivered her English essay. i love what she said in her essay. i also love the part where Alexander got to keep the Mansion and stay in Dullsville with his only love, Raven.

"...But as we are looking toward our future, I'm not sure it matters what we want to be but rather who we want to be. Someone honest or deceitful? Someone kind or cruel? Someone loyal or unfaithful? In any profession we can elect to be any of those things. I think this assignment is not only about what we choose to do but about who we choose to be. I choose to always be loyal to myself." 

- Raven Madison - 

Vampire Kisses: Royal Blood 

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xoxo 

e.

maybe it's just me

hmm. it's been a while. that's because i've been busy at school. loads of assignments and reports. school is really a kill joy. *shrugs* so much had happened since my last blog.

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Rest in Peace Michael Jackson.

i still can't believe that Michael Jackson is gone. sure i'm not really much of a fan but he's a great artist and a total performer.

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i hate last sunday! yeah i hate it. you want to know why?? well, here's the thing. so i was cooking. when i was putting the onions to saute, some cooking oil splattered (was it the right word?) on my face and it burned part of my face. it's not really a big casualty. but it leaves a scar on my face. and hell it sucks! why didn't just the cooking oil settled on my hands?! anyways, i just hope the scar would soon fade...

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"i wan't nobody, nobody but you!"
LSS!! lol. i like the tune. my sister's and i were having fun listening to this song. as well as with "Sorry Sorry" of Super Junior.

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I just finished reading "The Vampire Diaries ". and i totally enjoyed reading the series. (well, i don't really have the book, but thanks to e-books! i got to read it. XD).
and I heard that they'll be making this into a tv series. i just can't wait to see it! (September!)

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currently reading the sixth book of the series the Vampire Kisses... The Vampire Kisses : The Royal Blood. (finally Raven's going to meet the parents of her Gothic Guy, Alexander Sterling!)
this is also a great book or series i ahould say. you won't get bored. the story is mixed with romance, teen life, and vampires. yeah! you get to drool over vampires in here.


"I want a relationship I can finally sink my teeth into." - Alexander Sterling (vampire kisses: the beginning)

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xoxo
e.

hmm. usually i got something to post, but today, nothing really worth reading. so probably, if you read this shit, you just wasted like five minutes of your life. lol. anyways. today had been a boring and a hot day. it's freaking hot! the last time i check, it's rainy season nowadays, but where's the freaking rain?! lol. whenever i will ask my sister Ayick about 'why it isn't raining when it's supposed to be raining?' she'll always answer me with "it's because of global warming ate!"

tomorrow -oh wait, it's already 12:42 am, so i should say- later today, i'll be having my math and accounting class. boo hoo. i hate math. and i don't even know the fucking reason whay i'm taking up accountancy. sounds weird? well, trust me. i found it weird also. i mean, i honestly don't know why the heck i'm taking up accountancy, but at the same time, i honestly don't know what course i really want. *shrugs*


xoxo
e.

You remain a complete unknown

the clock in says it's already 12:02 am. but i'm still wide-awake. i'm not yet sleepy. i just got a nice bath and taking a bath before sleep is cool -as in it'll make you feel cold.

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anyways, to Gerard Way. Happy Father's Day! I forgot to greet him on twitter yesterday. He actually doesn't tweet that much nowadays. I wonder why. Oh! maybe he's busy being a father to his little angel, Bandit.

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(c)Deviantart

Sunday had been a boring day. There's nothing much to do. I woke up at 10:30 in the morning. Slept late the other day -3:00 am. I did my Math homework. And I kept thinking whether I have other homeworks, but I can't really recall if I'm missing something. I changed my bag -from my old one to new one. I noticed that my Economics notebook is missing. I searched for it in my room but found nothing. Then, I remembered that someone had borrowed it from me. But what really frustrates me is the fact that I can't fucking remember who among my friends borrowed it! I thought of texting them, but I turned the idea down -they're all using the same networks which is different from what I'm using! So, I just settled with the idea of asking them later today when I got to school.

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Okay. Look's like Father's Day is still not yet over. I'm still seeing father's day messages on t.v. Damn. How I wish that I had the same great father like all of you has. *shrugs* I'm being such melodramatic nowadays. I really should avoid it.

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School day again. I'm going to see my friends again and also my crushes as well as my terror teacher. We really think that our teacher in ECO 01 is a terror one. He got freaking class rules. I really think it's so high school. okay, maybe it's just me who thinks it's so high school. oh well *shrugs*

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I got my nails painted again -black as usual. I'm done with my left hand -since I'm a righty, I didn't had a hard time painting my left nails. The right nails are a big problems. I can't freaking paint my right as polished as I did with my left. So probably, I'll end up cleaning my nails again. Or, if I'm being stubborn again, I'll paint my right nails too (even if it looks like awful -though I will try my very hard so that it'll look good.)

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♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫
so, I'll end this entry with a song, especially dedicated to my goddamn father. (one day, maybe I'll forgive you,...or maybe not)

DEAR FATHER by SUM 41

Address this letter to Dear Father
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone
Be left alone
Be left alone

I learned the things you never showed me
Took the chances you'd have blown
And to this day the one and only
You remain a complete unknown
Complete unknown
Complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])

So many years have been ignored
You've been gone without a trace
I'm getting used to knowing you're
Just a name without a face
Without a face
Without a face

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])

Address this letter to Dear Father
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care

raise your glass high!

celebration time!

okay. So before anything else..
i would just like to greet Edward Cullen.
"HAPPY 108th BIRTHDAY!!!"

lol. find that really hilarious or ridiculous? i don't care! *sticks tongue out*

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

so yeah, happy father's day to all the dad's out there.
to my father, Happy Father's Day...but nothing change. i still fucking hate you.
anyways, since i'm greeting him a happy birthday,
i might as well greet Edward Cullen a Happy Father's Day!! (lol. i still can't get enough of him as well as with Twilight. Deviously obsessed. that's it!)



So, today my mom and I went to the mall together with Aimee.
I bought a bag and a journal -a personal journal and another type of journal I need for my
accounting class. Aimee bought a bag too and two pairs of shoes.
I actually also planned to buy myself new shoes but I decided that I'm still happy with
the one I'm using and I just asked my mom if I can just have the money that supposedly for
my shoes. I thought she wouldn't agree, but after a moment, she agreed to
give it to me to keep and save. haha. i'll keep it to buy myself new books to read!

just hours ago, i also finished the random doodle i made at the back of
my sister Celle's notebook. she actually had been bugging me to
tear it off her notebook, but me being a stubborn, i refuse to. lol. so she just left it
there until i tore it off her notebook because i'm done with it. i'll post a picture of it sometime.
or you can just check it on my deviant account. i'm hundred percent sure i'll upload it there,
as well as my new doddles in a shoe box. lol.

btw. i'm planning on advancing some of my subjects, like my finance 02. but i'm still thinking
if i will really pursue it. what do you think???


xoxo
e.

fully loaded

it's been a boring and at the same time hectic day. i woke up late today feeling so tired and exhausted- it's as if i ran in my dreams. since my classes starts at 12:30 noon, i have ample time to do my homeworks for the next day's classes, but since i woke up late, i wasn't able to do it. and now i'm cramming with my assignments! i still got loads of term definitions to do and i still need to do some background reading about the hacienda luisita, sumilao farmers and about the land reform law of the philippines.


lol. instead of doing what i'm supposed to do, i'm busy blogging..and just now, busy watching the replay of MTV Movie Awards -it's Rob and Cam winning their popcorn award for the best fight category... oh shit. i forgot to wake Aimee up. she's asking me to wake her up at 10:30 and fifteen minutes had already passed....okay...so i woke her up but she won't wake up....



anyways, three days had already passed and i still haven't seen him. so i thought that he must have stopped or transfered to another school. so today, i completely forgotten or should i say turned my hopes down that he will show. my math class was about to start and some students were still coming in. and then someone walked in, and when i looked up, to my surprise, it was him! his presence totally made my day and did put a smile on my face. though we weren't able to talk or chat for even just a moment, i'm just happy that he is still studying and he is my classmate. well, who knows, we might be seatmates again in our english class.



oh gawd. i really need to stop worrying about what's going to happen tomorrow. i mean, i'm always like that -anticipating or like worrying too much on how are things going to work tomorrow. it just made me more anxious and nervous. but i really can't help it and i really don't know what else to do...*sighs*

it's already 12:30 midnight, and it's the beginning of new day and the end of my day.

xoxo

e.

first

it's 11:15 am, and in just a matter of time, I'll be off to school again. yesterday was my first day as a sophomore college student. everything went really well but at the same time pretty boring. probably the best part was i still got to be with my same old peers. lol. they were still the same crazy ones. but seriously, i did really miss them. the worst part was knowing that some of your friends won't be studying anymore, they either transferred to other schools or they stop. it's very sad though. I will surely miss Tina. especially her bubbly-crazy personality.

first day yesterday, but heck! they alredy gave loads of homeworks! i just actually finished doing those homeworks.

today, i'll be having math and acounting. boo-hoo! two boring subjects i NEED to take and pass. i'm an accounting student by the way. -___-

oh great. it's almost 11:30 am. it's time for me to get up and shower.

xoxo

e.