Just an opinion by a not so opinionated person

I have my own online shop. She WAS a customer. I designed a shirt, an original design my sister and I did, and posted it online for selling. We decided to put our shops name as part of the design. It's a freaking original design, so of-course we're very proud of it. Who wouldn't be proud of her own creation? Even famous artist put their names on their artwork. So I really don't have any idea why the fuck she would give a damn about it. So, that girl sent us an FB message -asking "does the name of the shop really have to be there?" I was pissed off right that moment. I mean, what the hell? Seriously? Do you have to ask that? We answered her yes, and asked her why. She did not reply. Then we saw on our news feed, she posted a status saying, "You're in the business not for the profit. You're in the business to satisfy what human needs and wants". I think - oh wait, scratch that - We know, that it was meant for us. My sister and I were so pissed off -BIG TIME!

I mean, seriously? It's OUR ORIGINAL DESIGN. It's OUR SHOP. I just don't get it. Another thing, please, just don't preach about business, I know business. I'm not bragging or being cocky and anything but, I've done business. I took up a business course in college and we own a business. 

One more thing, you think people put up a business just so to satisfy human's needs and wants? Well, I hate to break it to you darling, but you're dead wrong about that. If you learned that in your book, I read that too, and believe me, it's a fucking lie. People establish their own business because they want to gain money! Businessmen are all after the profit. Satisfying human's needs and wants came at second. Business is all about trading of goods in exchange for a certain value in money. If, what you're saying is true -and I doubt it is, then why do we have poor quality products that in the end harm people's life?

You see, we put up our own business to gain profit so that we can satisfy what we want and what we need. We are not doing charitable work here darling. We are not rich. And if you are so satisfying what other people need and want, establish your own charitable work then. Put your thoughts into something productive, not just on your FB wall.

You're opinion is not needed. So you can shove your hypocritical comment up in your ass, bitch.

MY SHOP. MY RULES.

"All the love still there, I just don't know what to do with it now"

Mayday Parade, one of my favorite bands, released the official video for their song (which is one of my favorite songs from them). Here is the video:

Stay - Mayday Parade

I like the video. 

Derek Sanders (lead vocals) looks awesome and hot in that suit! haha. 

I thought the video was simple yet it brought me to tears. I felt the emotion, that feeling when you're in the moment of almost losing someone. It's painful. It's like you were place in a blackhole, slowly reaping your being apart. It's painful really.

"Stay", there's someone who I would love to say that word, but I just can't. It's hard to say it when you know he'll just break you into pieces all over again. Raising your hope for someone, sometimes can do damage to you as a person. 

Here is the lyrics to the song:

"Stay" 

by Mayday Parade

I need some time just deliver the things that I need for now
Everything that I feel's like a warm deep calm casting over me
And it's taking me to somewhere new

If you believe that everything's alright
You won't be all alone tonight
And I'd be blessed by the light of your company,
Slowly lifting me to somewhere new

Oh can you tell, I haven't slept very well
Since the last time that we spoke, you said
"Please understand if I see you again don't even say hello."

Please

What a night it is, when you live like this
And you're coming up beneath the clouds,
Don't let me down
All the love's still there I just don't know what to do with it now
You know, I still can't believe we both did some things
I don't even wanna think about
Just say you love me and I'll say "I'm sorry,
I don't want anybody else to feel this way"
No, no, no

Oh can you tell, I haven't slept very well
Since the last time that we spoke, I said
"Please understand I've been drinking again, and all I do is hope"

Please... stay
Please stay

I'll admit I was wrong about everything
Cause I'm high and I don't wanna come down
All the fun that we had on your mothers couch,
I don't even wanna think about

I'm not strong enough for the both of us
What was I supposed to do
You know I love you
Whoa-oh

Please just stay
Stay

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xoxo

e.

Endings and New Beginnings

So much for hiatus, I'm finally back! It's been ages since the last time I visited and updated my blogger account. Thanks to a more stable internet connection, I'm alive and kicking once again.

So for my comeback post, 

So much had ended this past few days. For a start, I am finally a College Graduate! Yes! After years and years of waking up early in the morning and then end up sleeping in the morning as well, everything has finally paid of. Last April 2, 2012 at SEAMEO Innotech, I, together with my colleagues, finally earned the fruit of all of our hard-work, our College Diploma. It felt surreal. Waiting in line, marching with your parent (my dad was with me) beside you, and stepping on that stage to finally receive your diploma. It was great. And to think that you also get to bag some special awards, that moment was priceless. My life as a student has finally ended. Despite all the rants like "school sucks! i hate school!" I will surely miss it. My friends. My professors. I will truly miss you guys. I hope we can meet again sometime. 


One chapter of my life ended, and a new chapter began. I would now be facing the professional world. I don't know what's up for me outside this shell I have lived for more than two decades. Then again, just like that old saying, "it's for Him to know, and for me to find out." So good luck to me in finding that out. 

Now, for the saddest ending that happened this year. A call woke me up this morning. My cousin call and told us that his little brother died just this morning. He died due to cancer. He's just 11 years old, and he didn't even got the chance to celebrate his 12th birthday this coming Saturday, April 7, 2012. It was so heartbreaking that even though I want to celebrate my graduation, I just can't. It just doesn't feel right to do so. Despite his death, I know, we know that he's at peace now, and he is with Him now, looking for his loved ones. I just hope that this would be an eye-opener for everyone in our family, especially for his father. So, for everyone, show your loved ones how much you love them, for our time in this world is just borrowed. We never know when will it be "time's up" for us. 


I would end this post with a quote from a book I just read. It's title is Destined, book 2 from the Dream Realm Trilogy.

"Fate lays our lives before us, and all we do is traverse the course as best we can"

- Alexander, Destined (book 2 of Dream Realm trilogy)

xoxo

e.

i choose to be loyal to myself

it's been a hell of a week for me. i had bad lucks during the first days. and i had no idea if that will continue for the rest of the week.
sunday, when i was cooking, i had cooking oil splattered on my face, leaving burn scars. scars that i had to wear at school for almost three days. so i was totally relieved when it peels off itself.
tuesday, i guess, was the day that i lost my ring that my grandma gave to me when i graduated in kindergarten. i was totally pissed and frustrated with myself for misplacing the ring. lucky me, my aunt found it in a place that i really had no idea how the hell my ring ended up to be there. so i was totally thankful that i have it again. sure i'm very relieved because i don't want grandma visiting me asking me why i misplaced her ring. that would be totally creepy and scary!

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okay. so i am in a "hunger strike mode" and doing "a walk for a cause" at the same time. lol.
yeah. i need money. actually lots of it. lol...nah. i just want to buy some books for school and new books to read. so i need to save.
my feet is not hurting anymore after a great distance walk in a high heeled shoes.!

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my little brother is sick today. he has fever. so he was not this usual bubbly and annoying kid that greeted me whenever i got home from school.
i hope he'll get well really soon.

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so, i just finished reading Vampire Kisses: Royal Blood. and i really enjoyed staying up late at night reading it in my cellphone. what i really love in this book is the simplicity of the plot. though it doesn't have that excitement and thrill of Raven's adventures to the world of his Gothic Guy, Alexander, as the first five books, i really had a great time reading it. i also learned something beautiful in this story. my fave part is when Raven delivered her English essay. i love what she said in her essay. i also love the part where Alexander got to keep the Mansion and stay in Dullsville with his only love, Raven.

"...But as we are looking toward our future, I'm not sure it matters what we want to be but rather who we want to be. Someone honest or deceitful? Someone kind or cruel? Someone loyal or unfaithful? In any profession we can elect to be any of those things. I think this assignment is not only about what we choose to do but about who we choose to be. I choose to always be loyal to myself." 

- Raven Madison - 

Vampire Kisses: Royal Blood 

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xoxo 

e.

maybe it's just me

hmm. it's been a while. that's because i've been busy at school. loads of assignments and reports. school is really a kill joy. *shrugs* so much had happened since my last blog.

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Rest in Peace Michael Jackson.

i still can't believe that Michael Jackson is gone. sure i'm not really much of a fan but he's a great artist and a total performer.

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i hate last sunday! yeah i hate it. you want to know why?? well, here's the thing. so i was cooking. when i was putting the onions to saute, some cooking oil splattered (was it the right word?) on my face and it burned part of my face. it's not really a big casualty. but it leaves a scar on my face. and hell it sucks! why didn't just the cooking oil settled on my hands?! anyways, i just hope the scar would soon fade...

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"i wan't nobody, nobody but you!"
LSS!! lol. i like the tune. my sister's and i were having fun listening to this song. as well as with "Sorry Sorry" of Super Junior.

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I just finished reading "The Vampire Diaries ". and i totally enjoyed reading the series. (well, i don't really have the book, but thanks to e-books! i got to read it. XD).
and I heard that they'll be making this into a tv series. i just can't wait to see it! (September!)

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currently reading the sixth book of the series the Vampire Kisses... The Vampire Kisses : The Royal Blood. (finally Raven's going to meet the parents of her Gothic Guy, Alexander Sterling!)
this is also a great book or series i ahould say. you won't get bored. the story is mixed with romance, teen life, and vampires. yeah! you get to drool over vampires in here.


"I want a relationship I can finally sink my teeth into." - Alexander Sterling (vampire kisses: the beginning)

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;]


xoxo
e.

hmm. usually i got something to post, but today, nothing really worth reading. so probably, if you read this shit, you just wasted like five minutes of your life. lol. anyways. today had been a boring and a hot day. it's freaking hot! the last time i check, it's rainy season nowadays, but where's the freaking rain?! lol. whenever i will ask my sister Ayick about 'why it isn't raining when it's supposed to be raining?' she'll always answer me with "it's because of global warming ate!"

tomorrow -oh wait, it's already 12:42 am, so i should say- later today, i'll be having my math and accounting class. boo hoo. i hate math. and i don't even know the fucking reason whay i'm taking up accountancy. sounds weird? well, trust me. i found it weird also. i mean, i honestly don't know why the heck i'm taking up accountancy, but at the same time, i honestly don't know what course i really want. *shrugs*


xoxo
e.

You remain a complete unknown

the clock in says it's already 12:02 am. but i'm still wide-awake. i'm not yet sleepy. i just got a nice bath and taking a bath before sleep is cool -as in it'll make you feel cold.

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anyways, to Gerard Way. Happy Father's Day! I forgot to greet him on twitter yesterday. He actually doesn't tweet that much nowadays. I wonder why. Oh! maybe he's busy being a father to his little angel, Bandit.

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(c)Deviantart

Sunday had been a boring day. There's nothing much to do. I woke up at 10:30 in the morning. Slept late the other day -3:00 am. I did my Math homework. And I kept thinking whether I have other homeworks, but I can't really recall if I'm missing something. I changed my bag -from my old one to new one. I noticed that my Economics notebook is missing. I searched for it in my room but found nothing. Then, I remembered that someone had borrowed it from me. But what really frustrates me is the fact that I can't fucking remember who among my friends borrowed it! I thought of texting them, but I turned the idea down -they're all using the same networks which is different from what I'm using! So, I just settled with the idea of asking them later today when I got to school.

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Okay. Look's like Father's Day is still not yet over. I'm still seeing father's day messages on t.v. Damn. How I wish that I had the same great father like all of you has. *shrugs* I'm being such melodramatic nowadays. I really should avoid it.

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School day again. I'm going to see my friends again and also my crushes as well as my terror teacher. We really think that our teacher in ECO 01 is a terror one. He got freaking class rules. I really think it's so high school. okay, maybe it's just me who thinks it's so high school. oh well *shrugs*

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I got my nails painted again -black as usual. I'm done with my left hand -since I'm a righty, I didn't had a hard time painting my left nails. The right nails are a big problems. I can't freaking paint my right as polished as I did with my left. So probably, I'll end up cleaning my nails again. Or, if I'm being stubborn again, I'll paint my right nails too (even if it looks like awful -though I will try my very hard so that it'll look good.)

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♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫
so, I'll end this entry with a song, especially dedicated to my goddamn father. (one day, maybe I'll forgive you,...or maybe not)

DEAR FATHER by SUM 41

Address this letter to Dear Father
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone
Be left alone
Be left alone

I learned the things you never showed me
Took the chances you'd have blown
And to this day the one and only
You remain a complete unknown
Complete unknown
Complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])

So many years have been ignored
You've been gone without a trace
I'm getting used to knowing you're
Just a name without a face
Without a face
Without a face

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown
(Unknown [x8])

Address this letter to Dear Father
I know you as complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truths should be left alone

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care at all
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come
So you remain a complete unknown

You're out there somewhere
I don't know if you care